13.04.2002

between writing my epq about death row that has xcoincidentaly been covered by the bbc. so i can convieniantly watch what i have so keenly researched over the last 3 years without actually getting to the writing part. I Hhave discorvered hat i can write it cohesivly and perhaps use it as a source. I mean technicaly it isnt cheating its just extra work ive done. and then when i think about how those death row inmates died because of the meazapi; and how it was used as a pain killer and how the whole body shuts down and then closes down your nervouse system before it actually paralyses your your lungs and then you gasp for air and you cant breath untill you finnaly die due to the lack of oxygen. Al WHILST BEING TIED DOWN TO THE BED. what a horrible way to die. I still cant seem to agree or disagree whether this is good or bad . Partialy because i do philosophy and in philosophy theres a whole chapter about ethics. where as there ithere is the old testament.but uno between the old testament and the new testament i cant decide how these people are agreeing to this horrible way to die . Its it the justice system . Is the justice system wrong. And furthermore what is the death row inmate was in fact innocent. In which he has been execuitd wrongfully. so between my epq and my youtube i cant decide if i want to start an asmr channel where i dress p like a sexy teacher or something. and eat candies as a part of the asmr and mukbang channel. with cheeky date lloke texts. Maybe its cringe maybe is goood . So these are the thought of my dday.